May 2011
1 post
Samantha n Ravij
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This is a shoot i did last week for the wonderful Samantha and Ravij, What a cute little couple literally all they do is kiss their such goons.
Their wedding is in a vineyard in the finger lake region of central new york so excited for that day it is sure to be a beaut!
The shoot started out in the elmwood village then we moved to Delaware park were we took the...
March 2011
1 post
January 2011
4 posts
Alone
You want me to be better, but you really don’t, I’m here alone no one to talk to and you expect me to not be crazy? Just shut up your a hypocrite let me rot in peace.
Kids
‘WHEN YOU’RE YOUNG, NOT MUCH MATTERS. WHEN YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU CARE ABOUT, THEN THAT’S ALL YOU GOT. WHEN YOU GO TO SLEEP AT NIGHT YOU DREAM OF PUSSY. WHEN YOU WAKE UP IT’S THE SAME THING. IT’S THERE IN YOUR FACE. YOU CAN’T ESCAPE IT. SOMETIMES WHEN YOU’RE YOUNG THE ONLY PLACE TO GO IS INSIDE. THAT’S JUST IT - FUCKING IS WHAT I LOVE. TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME AND I REALLY GOT...
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December 2010
6 posts
Christmas
Every year I get a shit load of stuff just like all you kids out there, then i think do i even deserve any of this shit. What is the point of any of it?
“good photographers capture essence not the personalized bullshit that we all try...”
– self
Patterns
Well I am back. I have a little more insight now. So first off, I think it is these tedious fucking patterns like this damn blog that keep me going and its quite sad……. You know, to know your never free no matter how free you feel. Your always enchained no matter what. That is because we are all mortal. I also think once we all realize that we are all mortal as fuck, that is when we...
November 2010
2 posts
NErd
i sit here let people pass me insluts daily and no wealth to show for it, while they party and live i work and die. no fun just passion and a mission of blood and gulit. I’m trying to be something i lost myself in the process, let me come back
October 2010
12 posts
Finding my place
Trying to find a place I dont know who I really am anymore.
Is it even worth it, another drop? should i let myself stay like this or do I kill who I am to who I want to become? should i let my emotion take over me becoming human or should i strive to be more than that? I dont really understand why we try to people and things we are not we should just all get off the boat look for another way home
“Sometimes I ride my bike through the city all night long. I’d rather hear the...”
– (via josephgarguilo)
Why
Why am I a lot happier when I am alone?
Now I know!
You know those guys you hear that all they do is work. I know why they do it! Its because they want to drowned their lives away in there work and if your going to drowned your life away in something why not make money doing it. Life is just easier when you give in I guess
Discusted
It really does amaze me to see how far other will go in hurting others in order to achieve some greatness. They will suck people of all there good for and once they are done with them they throw’em to the sharks. I’m not going to lie it really makes me sad, I am one of them ya’know those things they call human.
Nothing makes sense
I cant seem to make sense of anything any more, cant find importance in like anything that I do
“health is second to happiess”
– me
Today.
I felt a swarm of emotions, its like as if I cant control how I think. I need to break free and just be myself somewhere far away from here and from everyone maybe then ill finally know who I really am
Am I?
What? I dont understand. I am no longer here where did I go. You took over not caring about me or my interests, pounding down my head you, I cant think straight, nothing more just dead.
What Is Wrong With Me
I have no idea but every day I think crazy shit, things you would never think I would think about. But its almost like theres two people inside of me, the one depressed lonely and just not giving a fuck. The other actually cares and actually wants to do something with my life. Maybe we all have two people inside of us one telling us the good and one telling us the bad. All I know is I just want...
“(Guy 1) “I’m mind fuckin the shit outa
you……”
...”
– Get him to the greek
September 2010
4 posts
Frozen
I feel as if I cant move all the motion in my body has rusted and broke. Nothing can fix me no one can help. I just want to stop playing, just want to stop, in time when I was more happy, more alive, and when the will to live was not frozen by oppression and rules but a time when I was more free. With each breath comes tears wanting to prove something but yet staying myself.
Well yeah.
Maybe all of this isn’t worth it?
Slim lines
Today I noticed that everything we do is controlled, break the habit break the law.
You dont know
I think about things sometimes that most people would be pretty weirded out by it. I started to think more about why they would be… It just puzzles me
August 2010
21 posts
let me go
the alcohol flows like a river through my blood its poison makes me feel at once normal, even though I know its bad i still take a puff dying on the inside but yet really becoming alive but still dying.
People
People are all the same strip them down to what they really are and what are they? Things with problems. No matter how small it is think about your neighbor the person sitting next to you, we all have problems. Its just that we re so busy and we are always watching our clocks to closely and not living our lives. Go out there and live your life be a friend and love everyone. We all have problems...
Boston
Once again these bohemian paws are traveling out of here. Cant wait to see a city ive never been to should open my eyes to some new things ill keep my mind open and my shutter too!
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Bikes
Ya’know, I could literally have everything go wrong… but then I just get on my bike and its like im riding away from all my problems. All my friends act like im crazy for biking as much as I do, ya know I wouldnt want it any other way. Just knowing that once you get on your bike every thing will be the same… You ride and everything moves around you its like your not even...
Have you ever
though about how endless it all s like theres millions of stars its kinda crazy to think about how small we really are in the grand scheme of things. Did you ever try to really sit down in the grass, feel were you are, and then think abut how big everything is. It really makes you think how am I even of significance to this? How does this all really matter?
Freedom
Isn’t it wonderful that we can do whatever we want?
My Struggle
I keep finding myself in a struggle with what and who I am. I’m trying to free myself but yet still stay responsible, but yet trying not to block my mind with all the bullshit that is floating around out there.
Drunk
im fiuckin drunk right now couldnt be moreee happy with myself im a mess yea good stuff at least i feel good…. how do you feel right now be honest?
WHAT AM I!
Every one is something what am I?
Simplicity
we all need to look at things a little more simply and take things for what they really are. Its only then well get back to normal.
Something to be living for
It seems like theres always something we as human beings always seem to be doing. Something that overwhelmingly takes over all of us no matter who we are. Thats the ability to be living for something and to be living our pointless lives with a reason. It seems weird to think about how little it all really matters, because in the end were all just a bunch of bones in a box. So heres what I say....
Paint
Your own colors
I don’t like the normal ones
I Have No Idea
I talk about art a lot but I have no idea what it is, Fuck it.
Magic
Where is the magic of life I once knew?
When ice cream, bubble gum and plastics of all kinds, intrigued me and everything was loving.
What ever happened to the security of life that i once knew when everything was easy and no one cared about anything but just being happy?
I now find that magic in the wild where everything is clam and can be with all things untouched and unpurified by our...
Tumblr
is becoming full of kids that look for things like “the meaning of life” and strange cliche things like that its really annoying i wish they would all go away and be quite. This is a place to place your own thoughts not to try and be someone else that your not. Just be yourself and you’ll be a lot happier
Free yourself
A lot of people in this country think their free when in reality there more under control then people in the lands that we think are suppressed. They live inside of their bubble of security and say every things okay. Its more okay for people to waste there lives on a drug that corrupts you and takes you out of your mental state when smoking a joint classifies you as a drug addict. I’ve...
In Society
I walk into a party room of 3 or 4 queers trying to be friendly talking in queer talk, but i found myself talking inn to one hip talk. “im glad to see you” he said and turned sharply away. I scaled the room it was a basement big enough for only 4 or 5 people with a yellow eroding sofa which 3 of the queers were sitting on there were beer cans all over the floor i made a remark on...
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Yesterday
I had an experience like no other I really know who I am now its beautiful, and to tell you the truth I’m fuckin afraid.