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This is a shoot i did last week for the wonderful Samantha and Ravij, What a cute little couple literally all they do is kiss their such goons.

Their wedding is in a vineyard in the finger lake region of central new york so excited for that day it is sure to be a beaut!

The shoot started out in the elmwood village then we moved to Delaware park were we took the remainder of the shots what do you think?!

You want me to be better, but you really don’t, I’m here alone no one to talk to and you expect me to not be crazy? Just shut up your a hypocrite let me rot in peace.

‘WHEN YOU’RE YOUNG, NOT MUCH MATTERS. WHEN YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT YOU CARE ABOUT, THEN THAT’S ALL YOU GOT. WHEN YOU GO TO SLEEP AT NIGHT YOU DREAM OF PUSSY. WHEN YOU WAKE UP IT’S THE SAME THING. IT’S THERE IN YOUR FACE. YOU CAN’T ESCAPE IT. SOMETIMES WHEN YOU’RE YOUNG THE ONLY PLACE TO GO IS INSIDE. THAT’S JUST IT - FUCKING IS WHAT I LOVE. TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME AND I REALLY GOT NOTHING”.

Every year I get a shit load of stuff just like all you kids out there, then i think do i even deserve any of this shit. What is the point of any of it?

Well I am back. I have a little more insight now. So first off, I think it is these tedious fucking patterns like this damn blog that keep me going and its quite sad……. You know, to know your never free no matter how free you feel. Your always enchained no matter what. That is because we are all mortal. I also think once we all realize that we are all mortal as fuck, that is when we can really live our lives and really get sucked in to the bullshit. 

i sit here let people pass me insluts daily and no wealth to show for it, while they party and live i work and die. no fun just passion and a mission of blood and gulit. I’m trying to be something i lost myself in the process, let me come back

Trying to find a place I dont know who I really am anymore.